I really don't like making decisions.
It's worse when it's an important life decision - for example, my job.
When I left my previous job, I was adamant on what I want and what I don't want. But yet, after 1.5 months of being unemployed and only getting a few interviews - and I am thankful for that, considering the job search circumstances and the market right now - my aspirations suddenly become blur again. Between that "following your dreams", which in itself is kind of a dream, and being a realistic adult, it is difficult to decide whether taking a risk is worth it.
At the same time, it is not like I am going back to the exact same environment (we all know how I felt about that particular place), but it is similar, so I don't know what is going to be the result at the end of the day. But then, who will ever know?
Beggars cannot be choosers, though.
Ugh.
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